a lot going on at work today. I hope at the end of this shift I'll be able to have my long awaited walk/jog.

Starting is really the hardest thing to do.

Studying, working, dieting and exercising. lol.

just like today.

 I really feel sad whenever I see poor people in the streets of our city.

Babies and lolos are my weakness. I feel very bad whenever I see them. Starving with no decent clothes to wear. I feel really sorry.

And here I am complaing that I always have too much to eat. 

I'm not saying that I am going to stop on my goal to lose weight but what I can say is, I'd rather not pressure myself. I am beautiful, I am blessed with people who love me, a job I love so much... indeed I am living a generally happy and blessed life. 

My life is just fine. :)

 yesterday, nurse told me that i am obese.

BUT, nutritiomist told me I don't look like one. I'm just overweight.

I really need to wrk this thing out. Need to exercise. OMG. When and HOW do I start???

ang hirap ng walang kanin.. :( kailangan ko kumain ng rice at least once a day.

umiinit ang ulo ko tapos ang bilis ko magutom. kahit tulog ako nagigising ako dahil sa gutom..

Gusto ko na pumayaaaaat... :((

Today I decided to go to graduate school. Pinagpipilian ko na lang kung Lasalle o Ateneo..

Saan kaya mas mahirap? dun ako baka sakaling pumayat ako. Like nung college days, pumayat ako sa kakaaral without diet yun ah...