I thought, its already too late for me to work out just to be fit again because I was in my latest teenstage, 19. However, as I joined this site, I realized that its actually too early for me to over react about gaining weight.

    I was just 35-25-35 a year ago but now I don't know my vital statistics no more, not even my exact weight. its just that I am too afraid to disappoint myself since I gained a lot.

   Most of my new found friends get shock when I am telling them that I hate my figure because they often says that I am not yet fat. But! For those people who knew me for so long, they're always being so loud saying "what happened to your figure?" after just a few months or years not getting along with them. Some would say, "you're not sexy anymore so your not that beautiful now as well" or "have you been depressed? you gained too much, i almost didn't recognize who you are." And these are the reasons why I am so eager to lose weight.

   I was really excited after I found out that there is actually such site as this which can help deal with my most deppresing problem. I just want to be guided on how will I lose weight correctly.

  I almost lose my self-esteem from the meanful comments that I had from my old friends, knowing that they used to calling me Ms. Confidence during my 17's time but I'm pretty sure that I am starting to be confident again after joining this group since I will start my fitness program in a day or two.

Love lots,

Justine