pick it up, ignore them!!

toys are everywhere in htis house. on the floor, under the chairs, under the table, under the bed..even in the bathroom I can see toys!! but hey, I dont feel pissed, infact I enjoy picking them up and put them back to the toy bin just to be thrown back again. They say its so exhausting having a baby esp when they learn to walk. Emotional draining but, physically, I love it. Let's just leave the emotional part, lets focus on the physical part. People who knew me back in college would look at me with that funny face and burst ''ang taba mo na'' line. I dont get offended though its kinda sad because they expect me to be like them, and they dont fully understand what I'm going through because of those remarks. I got depressed too but I am trying to convince myself that my weight is just exactly for my height and built. Im not the petite type, I have medium bone structure I understand that, then genetically I'm not that blessed to have a fast metabolism that's why I have to work my ass out to sweat up plus, I gave birth where I gained most of my needed weight.

But I was looking at my old pictures, back in my elementary years, I was already the chubby and tall girl in class. and even at my high school days when I was that active at any activities in school, i still have that ''lusog'' factor. I just lose so much weight in my college days bec of a broken heart(ouchy) and depression!!

Now, thanks to my son who loves and learning to grip and let go thing in his hands that I am able to bend, squat and shake my booties everyday.

Lastly, I bought a pair of pants last sunday and guess what, it was size 28 already..hahaha, from size 31 to 28 ithout even dieting and vigorous exercising..thats so cool, imagine that?!