this really frustrates me alot... most specially the feeling that i cant let go of the things that i love and want... w/c is food and sweets.... i decided to open again my belle today account after a year and a half thinking that i can solve my issues on my own,... but sadly i didnt... i just keep on gaining weight to the point i just lose hope and told my self to just accept me for who i am... but sadly at the end of the day i cant... i cant accept the fact the i look ugly because of this extra fats... i just wish i have the courage to start... i really dont know how...
hey everyone you can call me nix... single mom.. workaholic parent.. im so eager to lose weight but so hard headed still want to eat alot. I dont have time goin to gyms for work out and so stubborn for everythin thats why again im still gaining weight,,, most of the times im a diet pill dependent coz want fast results.. i want to see my self wearing small size clothes in the future and even wear my dream 2-piece swim suit.. so help me God!..
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i don't know where to start 
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